Drop of Now

When everything becomes surreal
Sitting back I watch
Ghostly in analyzeation
But breaking for a solution
The plants around sprout anew
And I follow currents
They pull me around and twist
I bend at will, joyful
I find to be
Quite pent up
And a discouragement
Slithers throught my past
Surface calm and serene
My love burns deep within
If disheartened
I could pass emotionless
My call to you is this
Breath in deeply
Ask yourself
And live with an unforgettable dream
Carpe Diem

Observing

A whispy line
Congruent my health
Flowing and gentle
Drifting past my own
Fluidity of self
Intense but soft
Trace it in perspectives
The line wavers
Singing in motion
Perpetual distancing
Twisting in discomfort
My presence lingers
Forced osmosis, unhappy

Fraudulent Feeder

My forgiveness
Once fed
Apassionate cries
Having dealt with
I am scarred
A reconciliation
I have confronted
Completed
Without their knowledge
I am though
Forgetting just how
Things tend to trend
Borderline Personality Disorder
A sickness
Once or twice
Have I contracted
Interacted
And disassembled

Existance

Strategic existance
Forming pessimistic
Search for reality
In a sea of divinity
Moon dust screaches
A sun grows peaches
Served with severed
Souls of pleasured
A lysis of punctuality
Slips gently sober
Towards existance grower

Barrel Fingered Man

A barrel fingered man
Slipping on shadows
Sipping down existance
Pleasures himself
With coarse plastic tubing
He dreams of sunny days
And paddles backward
His presence uncomfortable
Shivering
Aquatically shimmies to fate
Drifting to absolutism
He cries intensly
Of the time escaped
To nibble his barrel fingers
Timidly approaching
Final completeness

Tranzition

Sometimes I cant push on
It takes everything
Just to take my breathe
I barely hang on because

This feeling takes control
Pushes me towards love
Superhuman expectation

I pass this disreguard
Always to the harder
But wish not so
Completely infatuated with you

This isnt to be forever
You can realize this

So I finish and fade
My superhuman perished
Only to revive quickly

Now I realize the truth
You never loved me
Never even cared for
So I close myself to pain

Relativity and all that
Questionable retaliation
But definate search conclusion
I found what I need

A Toxic

A toxic
Enveloping myself
Sickend by distraught
But strengthened altogether


An Epoxy
Sealing the truth
Far from intrusive
And silly with intention


My continuum
Vacuum of reality
Falsifying itself
Bitter in remorse


This plaster
Burdened alabaster
punishing my will
Chipping my skin


A granual
Insignificant lattis
Disintegrated solid
And fluid intangible


This tear
Unfortunatly followed
Ripening my face
Until my soul hollowed

CAEAE

I sit and watch you
Across this vast room
So beautiful are you

You set me free
And take away my past

I feel deep within
What complication has been
And situation, not sin

You set me free
And take away my past

I searched my whole life
For feeling like this
Perhaps to be my bliss

You set me free
And take away my past
For you, I give all of me
So finally it might last

Of Wind

The rivers wind
Breath of death
Racing between trees
Settling for nothing less
A crystalline titration
Metamorphical pin point
It breezes on
A catalyst of sorts
Devious and impervious
Knowing no exhaustion
Unrelenting vigor
Marvelous inspiration
Gentle fluctuations
Dreaming to be finished

Intangible Bands

I am absent
From this life
Perhaps even next
Intangible to every
Silence grips
Icy and shameful
Satisfaction slips
Forgiveness forsaken
To terms to past
I lean to future
Anticipatory
I clench with my claw
Where is my life
How did it become
Who is with me
Why am I some
What is becoming
I chase nothing
Disciplinary timing
Walrus in my gums
Salivating obtusely
Sickening my speech
I retain intangible
Slipping into peace

Unclear

Where am I going
A world ahead
Passivly churning
Around my head
My fate glowing
With what others said
Unclear to morning

Drop of Existance

I notice across
Simple workers
Scrambling to close
Ignorant to reality
And fallacy

Peons pass
Not aware of I
The forget
Perhaps I do too

A Gentle Demise

Wastefully
I sit here
Fridged air
Coarse on my skin
Trash is rampant
And I shiver

Each car goes by
No one sees me
Across from PT
And vendor of minor

Tingling, I observe
Adolescence meandering
Calmly I respond
Gentle sipping

I itch for new
Freshness unseen
As others
The falsness
Overwhelming
But soothing to kin
Because demise is rampant
And air unclean.

S.T.Y.

Potentially
You may see
Inside of me
To free
Yourself

Permitting none
Becoming one
Beaconing some
Only for fun
Flattening

Smiling I cry
Silently why
Fraudulent mask
Only to ferment
For my torment

I.C.

How small are we
Who bring
Simplistic statistics
Sadistic risking it
How tall are you
That ring
Catastrophic mosh pit
Endotrophic hissy fit
How shall I
Only sting
Metamorphic torque
Ambimorphic cork

Sidewalk2

If you seek
to fill vast voids
immerse yourself
exploringly
into preconceived
familiar engagements
reevaluate the understanding
entranced with discovery
graze on knowledge
and the simplicity
allow mental drift
to observe new possibilities
whether it brings you
to tears or laughter
learn to thrive
its for your betterment

Sidewalk1

You should focus on
the beauty of life
its important to sit
in wonder
and truely believe your life
is great
become thankful for it
and humble your thoughts
remove yourself
from current perspectives
relish in just breathing
your participation
in the brotherhood of man
is of the most importance
reflect on your actions
and live without regret
then and only then
will you be happy