Followed in Tears

She has that vacant stare again
The one that brings me to tears
And divides the pairs in pain

Drifting softly in shallow thought
To repetitively flow in this beat
Nightmare to defeat and fraught

This diamond shines no more
But yet drips within the digestion
One final suggestion at the core

Those tears that are crawling
Down my now shattered face
Came from fears of our brawling
That never left their case

An Unforgotten Event

I have woken up in this room before,
Encased in a thin sticky membrane,
Sitting up slightly I glimpse the door,
It's solid oak with a flawless grain,

The walls of stone are a cold winter rain,
I toss my legs off one side of my crypt,
Singing softly asking what's left to gain,
From the darkened ceiling a tear drop dripped,

Caught it in hand just as heart skipped,
Standing to face the exit legs are weak,
Take the first step and feel what ripped,
Soul still lies there waiting to speak,

The tear I caught now runs down my cheek,
Apparition says, "You Killed The One You Love,
Now What Have You Left Yet To Seek?"
Responding, "nothing is left, now void of,

all that i no longer can claim to belove,
has gone from me through my own fault,"