6/5/12

Simplicity mine,
Just rice and eggs in my fridge,
Two blankets to sleep


Wrecked and raked is she,
Mutilated from past love,
Will I love again


Punishment warm pain,
Trees and grass still grow in time,
But with blood red leaves

On Calmness

My meditation ends gently,
Unable to move limbs,
Pulsating heart pumps,
Thick unforgiven blood,
The breath unforgiving,
Vibrations of my soul,
Rhythm with heart and lung,
Calmness, a cold mans game,
But the antithesis a,
Mistress who anticipates,
This blackened charcoal board eats away at the core like a termite about to bore through soul that I tore!
And the door,
Seeking that calmness,
Grows cold as my home in December.

Haiku attempt 1

My dear desert friend,
How's love truly a fiend's game,
When words are lost, love.


Dream of our lives now,
Dreariness consumes it all,
This must end gently.


Winter my mistress,
Why did you not stay so long,
I miss your cold winds.


People walking tall,
Living with fear at their core,
Why'd you live at all.


The heart screams cold blood,
The mind paddles through the flood,
Soul flowering bud.

5/30/2012

Clarity. focused, pure clarity.
The truth, the good, what's right.
How can clarity bring such pain,
Driven down to spring from vein,
Alas I never had a true claim,
So I must severe this poison reign,

Clarity. vain, cliche clarity.
Suspect of truth and righteousness.
Whetted for a real chance again,
This cozen dilemma chosen zen,
Disrupted the track taken then,
 And I find myself viewing another when,

5/9/12

What if the world you have built is forced,
And the pearl you have protected is gone,
It's reality that can't be endorsed,
That brings suffering and pain each dawn.
 What if your cries are not heard by lambs,
And your world can't be accepted for all,
You press on best you can but miss exams,
Those cries will cause your world to fall, again.
 Now what if you had the chance to leave,
To feel nothing and escape with all limbs,
That forced world would fall beyond retrieve,
And soul for days would sing in hymns, again.

Followed in Tears

She has that vacant stare again
The one that brings me to tears
And divides the pairs in pain

Drifting softly in shallow thought
To repetitively flow in this beat
Nightmare to defeat and fraught

This diamond shines no more
But yet drips within the digestion
One final suggestion at the core

Those tears that are crawling
Down my now shattered face
Came from fears of our brawling
That never left their case

An Unforgotten Event

I have woken up in this room before,
Encased in a thin sticky membrane,
Sitting up slightly I glimpse the door,
It's solid oak with a flawless grain,

The walls of stone are a cold winter rain,
I toss my legs off one side of my crypt,
Singing softly asking what's left to gain,
From the darkened ceiling a tear drop dripped,

Caught it in hand just as heart skipped,
Standing to face the exit legs are weak,
Take the first step and feel what ripped,
Soul still lies there waiting to speak,

The tear I caught now runs down my cheek,
Apparition says, "You Killed The One You Love,
Now What Have You Left Yet To Seek?"
Responding, "nothing is left, now void of,

all that i no longer can claim to belove,
has gone from me through my own fault,"