Marq2.8

A dream in reality where a past never left
I rush to confirm my thought accurate
Running down a suburban side walk

With a leap I fail to jump a pitfall
Dark and deep with preciousness from past life
I land on my feet to retrieve this importance

The task of climbing up seems an impossibility
Rare hand holds and this burden upon my back
With strength I pull myself out of despair

I return the loot to my past self
Overjoyed I was but still eager to learn
Walking with my past self, I teach of suffering

Marq2.7

When loneliness grips the soul
A new version takes control
Drags him down deeper still
The unanswered void left to fill
This feeling is colder than winter
Frozen core of emotional splinters
How can I connect to this world

Like a skipped meal, empty bowl
I'm left with nothing to feel whole
Drowned by the intent to kill
Ground down like stone of mill
Tundra relates to me being barren

Gasping for relief my final role
Eternally I will pay this toll
Regardless that my debt is payed

I only seek the balance

Marq2.6

Sunk deep inside I hide feelings of fear
That I am not enough.
Banished to be alone all of my days
Down the vortex swirling
I become fluid and loose
Twisted and contorted
Until I smash into the depth
Surrounded in darkness, but aware of where I've been
A puddle on the ground
Life breathes into me
Tapping to a new rhythm
My animal form takes a crab
Mathematical in nature, but lacking
Morph me into an octopus
Its more malleable this way
My form makes a basin
From which feet arise
Out of the water her form emerges
Stuck at the end
Meditation to release
Glowing bright in focus
Once complete we dance naked
A romantic embrace

Marq2.5

On a cold cold day
With a slightly hung over
Thread around my wrist
And walkin down the street
In a comfort handle
Pressure on my ears
To get past this tangle
Struggle through indifference

Bare foot noodle cook
On a new path alone
Smoking a cigarette traveling
Straggle around a social
Drift on past a dream

Blackjack memories
Sink it deep inside
A new position never tried
Boots on my feet
On a sidewalk mission

Marq2.4

My mixolydian difference
Impossible with deciphering
Balance the offset
With the tonal matchings
Colliding intravenously
With a metaphoric anxiety
Chemical changes internally
Chant my needs on this
Compared to the Dorian
I used to be.

Marq2.3

Turn me fluid
Melt my existence
Slosh me around
Like second offence
Torque me in tubes
Address my viscosity
Experiment for knowledge
Testing my properties
Separate me into viles
Allow parts to be solid
Pour those into piles
But pull and twist
By words and fist
To pry away my needs
I am the fruit
Of your explorations
Ponderings of internal self
And left with emptiness

Marq2.2

When I look into your pristine eyes
I dive into yourself
Losing all that is cruel in me
All bitterness and distraught
Cleansing me
Leave me no choice but to be happy
Those beautiful blue topaz eyes
Melting my heart to forgive all pains
Bringing me up and close to you
They invite me in when they look at me
I dare not accept for fear of losing
I actually am unable to accept
Because I'm so drawn to you
And when I cause you pain
Your eyes show me your truth
Every time I see this, it burns me deeply
I wish never to hurt you
For I never want to see you cry
So dry your eyes and share with me
The pain you feel and what you need
I'm here for you and your eyes
Indulge with me the potential we share
And enjoy just being together