Thursday, November 17, 2011

True Self explored

Embarrassed of my true self
I'm bound to all I've experienced
As evidence of who I am
Most of which could have been avoided
Through the careful examination
Of my immunities and mentors

Bound by things internal and ex
Am I even as perceived by myself
By feeling of spiritual interconnection
Through signs habitually suppressed
People influencing unaware, defect and autoimmune

And how do I establish personhood
That I have so lacked lifelong
Through ignorance of my insignificant needs
Hormonal suppressant, allergic and unwell

Yet crave with my Being
Through deepened understanding
Feeling sick, fauna and flora

Through happiness achieved
Embarrassed of my true self.

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