If I were to die right now

If I were to die right now,
What would I worry about?
It wouldn't matter just how,
My body would be taken.

If I were to die right now,
I can say it was a good life,
But I haven't reached my goal,
I suppose I can't die yet.

So if I were to die right now,
Never know the love of my life,
Or the children I am meant,
What kind of life would I live?

If I were to live right now,
Take control of myself,
And find out exactly how,
It will all play out for me.