Thursday, October 29, 2009

Kinda Poem Half Way Home

What I had was great,
Careless and exciting
I was unsure towards the end
So i killed it off
or so i thought but in reality
just wounded it severely
recovery is a long road
with hopes and failures
crushing events every so often

Life is a rough path
but over time i have realized
my cowardice was our death
chemistry is a wonderful thing

I now feel i can do better
even though we have both felt
deep pains and comforted you
helping each other along

Trusting you is not hard
growth was necessary
I just hope you want me
Realizing i'm not easy to

traveling different paths
but they meet again
i can only hope on my heart
hoping is all i got
sometimes i feel so lonely
i just need someone
someone i can kiss and hug

I am lost in the world
i need you with me
love is never destroyed
only pushed aside and diminished
coming out of my cave
i catch this thought of
Why? why did i do that
talking the other night
that was very opening
releasing old feelings
sitting, thinking, wondering

how are you feeling
what have you been doing
we've been dating others
only distractions
not real love

i need someone to be there
you need someone who cares
someone you can trust
im perfect for that
i just hope you realize this
People we date now don't matter
its us versus the world
and we can win.

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