Lonly

I feel so lonly,
lonly like a bitch
each day is worse
increasing heartache.

Needing someone
someone that likes me for me
ingores my bullshit
looks past that
I want someone
just to say
I love you

And mean it
with no uncertainties

Need attention from her
being needed for love
almost in tears
anticipating and needing

Someone to call mine
worth the wait
accepting me
even though im different
but on the inside
im only different
because people make it that way

Peel back a layer or two
Im better than most
if only someone
i need love from her
dying slowly from lack
lonlyness is taking over

two paths-one choice
for now or later
looking to the future
wanting the "one"
having a family of 6

If i die
from lonlyness
all will weep
not even realizing
they missed the real me

until im gone
love is what i need
the only cure
ooo the waiting
its the torture of the U.S.
depression taking over
and heart heavy

waiting kills
brain dead
mind full power
heart in a cold
icy grip