Kill It

I wish to dig
Deep inside my flesh
Find my source
Of all that pains me
Kill it
Dig deep to feel
Rip and cut
Purely to entertain
And test my existance
I want to destroy
All my past pain
Focus on the future
Forget all bullshit
Seeping into new
I thrive in pain
Digging into flesh
Release past demons
Kill them
At least the pains
Abolish the negitivity
Heal myself
And coexist with her