Saturday, October 31, 2009

Prudent Nod

Your sweet and tender lips meet myne
This love is sweet like prudent wine
My rapscillious desire tends to run wildly
Can’t possibly, you take this mildly

I can give you all but not
Leaving no one else in my slot
Observing how I only am odd
Pleading you give me a simple nod

Majestic and Wandering Oak

I am the cut up pieces of the great oak tree
Bark, brown and protecting, falls off easily
It sparkles with the unforgivingly wet mud
As it dances down my delicately strong cover

My strongest branch now sits faithfully next to the weak
Torn down from the height of my power to be meek
Shows how we all are fuel towards the majestic end
I cry in pain as the humanoids cut my toughest bend

They cut as I block the immense pains, reoccurring
The ant colony in my dead limbs are stirring
I see my insides, incredible, for the first time
Respectfully and smoothly they clear the extra grime

Finally the longevic deed of death is complete
As my spirit rises up I can tell I’ve been beat
I’m stacked neatly as if it were done correctly
Woe be, my splinters for revenge, so sweetly

Mourning Mere

Mourning bear
Unruly and decisive
Cooking dinner
For her friend the Rat

Morning there
Wanting to give
Getting thinner
Taking to the mat

Scorning fare
Why not live
Kicking the tinner
Way to look at

Mother mere
Deeply insightive
A letter binner
Skills a desolate tract

Complications

Waiting in anticipation
Head in the guillotine
Blade about to drop
Spiders in my skin
Darkness taking over
Deception my catalyst
Blindness my ultimate failure

Strapped down on the rack
Sitting in the chair
Let the Demons out
Wreeping havoc on earth
Kicks to the groin
Rape me while i sleep

Scars only get deeper
Kill me where i stand
Caged up like a beast
My raw emotions rawr
Stab my cheat with a pike

Aim for the kill

You kept me in darkness
Constantly ignoring my pleas
Never knowing the real me
Always shoot it down
Saying its not real

Everyone shall die!
Bow to my glorious figure
Realize you were very wrong
You don't know me at all
All that wasted time
Hours of work for nothing

Where did it get me?
That much closer to death
Only a short time together
Make it count the most
Pack of wolves devours prey
Savage Pre-Human killer
Defense is number one

Never forgotten again
Why cant we communicate
You refuse to respond
I'm trying my hardest
Crows eating the farmers corn
Don't ever lie to me again
You don't like me angry
Comforting me don't work

I know you should go
The time is now
Move our troops out
Break the fortifications
Destroy all ties
Hells Guardian Blocks My Path

Chewing Headphones

Here in this place
Sitting by myself
My unshaven face
All because you left
Going at this pace
Bottling what i felt
Building up my base
My life in broken Halves

Opportune Love

This is the best time of my life
Having you by my side everyday
I no longer need my knife
A single day without you is gray

Being with you completes me
With every kiss i love you more
You set my sad spirit free
I just leave my cares at the door

I would be lost without you
What would i be doing now
I don't have the faintest clue
All i can say is wow

Every second without you hurts
Knowing you fell the same
I just want to rip off my shirt
Being with anyone else is just shame

I love you so so much
All i need is your presence
Even more with every touch
You not with me is my sentance

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Poison Potion

Anger rising
Hormones crazy
Every word you say
One step closer
Day i break
Watch your back
Out of my way
I’ll destroy you
Stop talking
Leave my life
NO Questions
Burn in hell
Fiery abyss
Total darkness
Wanting a blade
To kill the masses

Something inside
Wanting freedom
Break the chains
Blood wrath flowing
Punch the wall
Does no good
Bottle it up
Makes it worse
Gunna kill you
Fuck Everyone!

Soul Burn

If you just died everything would be great
You young sir are everything i Hate
Stupid humor, not even funny
You don’t know love, for yours is money
Ridicule me all your hearts desire
Soul burn, rage, sets you on fire
You go through life knowing not love
So i call you out, push then shove

Just shut up revenge, is no way
Its not my fault your love is gay
Gay in the sense that you abuse
Go after her, you lit my fuse
Like watching silently crimson dagger
Tearing the heart of some poor beggar
The lives of countless girls, you’ve raped
Met with opposition, for once, you’ve graped

Kinda Poem Half Way Home

What I had was great,
Careless and exciting
I was unsure towards the end
So i killed it off
or so i thought but in reality
just wounded it severely
recovery is a long road
with hopes and failures
crushing events every so often

Life is a rough path
but over time i have realized
my cowardice was our death
chemistry is a wonderful thing

I now feel i can do better
even though we have both felt
deep pains and comforted you
helping each other along

Trusting you is not hard
growth was necessary
I just hope you want me
Realizing i'm not easy to

traveling different paths
but they meet again
i can only hope on my heart
hoping is all i got
sometimes i feel so lonely
i just need someone
someone i can kiss and hug

I am lost in the world
i need you with me
love is never destroyed
only pushed aside and diminished
coming out of my cave
i catch this thought of
Why? why did i do that
talking the other night
that was very opening
releasing old feelings
sitting, thinking, wondering

how are you feeling
what have you been doing
we've been dating others
only distractions
not real love

i need someone to be there
you need someone who cares
someone you can trust
im perfect for that
i just hope you realize this
People we date now don't matter
its us versus the world
and we can win.

Bottled Paranormal

Whats your deal,
You sent the Roadsigns
Five bottles with one head
and a Jellyfish man
Perfect samurai technique
Why am I silencing
I scream as I phase through
Slashed with a butter knife
Making me the normal one
and your a Robot!
Stop screeching at my beaver
How don’t dare you?
Be I melting.

Some Love

I can’t believe this void inside me
Just tranceive the weight beside me
Wishing to receive that wants to ride me
Girl you retrieve my heart to confide me

refrain-
Girl, I’m missing you, so
Girl, I’m kissing you, no
Girl, really I’m missing you
Woman just come give me a home!

Just let me give you some of my love

You’ll learn to love like three dimensional
Girl are you loving like three dimensional
Agape love to frappe the confectional
Don’t believe in love that's sent to confessional

refrain-

Girl please just give me so love!

refrain-

Hearts Density

I wish I had a heart of stone
For then I could not hurt
But also I wish I wasn’t alone
So I wear my heart on my shirt

Questioningly I have a heart with love
But I don’t know if I’m ready
Pure and agape like a white dove
At times her love seemed petty

I’m quite done giving her everything
I am tire of her hate and yelling
Feeling ready to let love sing
But I couldn’t keep my heart from swelling

Wanting, needing someone to hold
I feel my new love begin to flow
Sometimes I get back, feeling cold
I wish there was a new way to show

Lacking my stone heart I can only feel
Agape love at my unswept doorstep
But is this happening, is it real?
Love of a girl from the ACT prep.

Destiny Forever

Welcome to your destiny
Its all a play for you and me
Free yourself with a bang
Its time to join Serj’s gang

Fight for Justice and Freedom
One plight for Justice and Freedom
Know the medicine you swallow
For now you shall follow

Don’t take those pills
Medication you only bills
Don’t give into deceptions
Break away from institutions

Seeing other gangsters on the street
Just smile and wave as to greet
Pass him light and carry class?
Or nudge him slightly, then haul ass?

Fear of Godlessness

The grass breezes as my thoughts flow
Water trickles because I’ll never go
Dancing bears, time will show
As god wears, dancing ever so

My wind blowing like time itself
God not showing, scared of himself
People saying god is in everyone
Some praying, but one with a gun.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Angst and Fortitude

Why do I sit here,
While the pencil sharpener is melting?
And the TV chord is constriction.
I don’t move.
even though my body defuse
In this damn concentration camp
called school
Where the books hop
Wishing they were my pen.
Simply because I’m imploding.
Who’s gunna save me?
Pagan is your god.
The page eats your toothpaste
and asks you,
Whats your favorite?

I’d Love to love to love you

I think that you might have a nicer side
I’d like to think that you wont abide
An ice cream cone and cigarette what to hide
Pushing through struggles of life i will guide

-Refrain/chorus thingy

I’d love to love to love you
I cant keep playing the fool
I always kiss and hug you
Every other time a brand new rule

I know for a simple fact we don't see eye to eye
Sometimes some of what you say can make me cry
When we get through this shit i can fly
But every minute it goes unsolved i just die

-refrain

I just want to love to feel your kiss on my lips
When i do, all i want is chains and whips
I see you and think about grabbin your hips
What i really would love to love is just your kiss

-refrain

I know i just love you with all i got
Its just every time i'm alone with you things get hot
I don't really know if that's what i want or not
Just every second of every day you don't love me, i rot

-Refrain

Macrophage Bay

Why don't you come center stage
Get devoured by a macrophage
Fly away like an airplane page
I don't care what you have to say

If only you could feel my rage
At D+D ill kill your mage
Let me out of my one man cage
I just don't care about your pay

Im deep, like a wise sage
You'll wreep all from center stage
Your vag id like to engage
Let me in if you wish, i may

You know i don't have daily wage
Let Liz free me from the cage
And perhaps i should let rage,
My spirit over said Baffin Bay.

Encrypt Script

I once believed in a house of cards
Where i received three tubes of lards, so
I say to you in wicked regards,
Get off my lawn you stupid bards, or
You will meet an untimely demise.

So in this house of cards lived forever
A vicious beast who's name shall never
Be spoke upon this world so clever
Until his throat with sword will sever
The beast will always feed on the wise.

The lard took i, a local tanner
I received a new leather banner
Sold it to, I a man with manner
So i could pay my wedding planner
I wish i hadn't with winded sighs.

The Wish

I wish someone could see,
What burns inside of me,
Little meal for little fee.

Catch the ribbon, so let
Go the ribbon, and get
Flow the ribbon and yet.

Like a whale set on fire,
Set my heart with desire,
And to separate nations go,
admire.

Lonly

I feel so lonly,
lonly like a bitch
each day is worse
increasing heartache.

Needing someone
someone that likes me for me
ingores my bullshit
looks past that
I want someone
just to say
I love you

And mean it
with no uncertainties

Need attention from her
being needed for love
almost in tears
anticipating and needing

Someone to call mine
worth the wait
accepting me
even though im different
but on the inside
im only different
because people make it that way

Peel back a layer or two
Im better than most
if only someone
i need love from her
dying slowly from lack
lonlyness is taking over

two paths-one choice
for now or later
looking to the future
wanting the "one"
having a family of 6

If i die
from lonlyness
all will weep
not even realizing
they missed the real me

until im gone
love is what i need
the only cure
ooo the waiting
its the torture of the U.S.
depression taking over
and heart heavy

waiting kills
brain dead
mind full power
heart in a cold
icy grip

Passion and Agony

My heart it bleeds,
Like I'm on fire,
Expresses needs,
with filthy desire.
My brain is racked,
please stop calling.
Emotional smack.
I see you balling.

Like a squirrel
In that tree
Nightly quarrel
Then you flee
Spend all day
Saving my nuts,
so if i may?
Need no buts.

Most of the time
I take the blame
within a rhyme,
Its all the same.
I only think
about your kiss.
The pain in ink
Ill Never miss.

Windy Nights Winter Fight

The classrooms wind whistles
as i jet ski thought the storm
Just when the Eye eye nestles
I take a brand new form
While i shift the Eye eye wrestles
My ideas and beliefs are scorn
I remember the summer days thistles
Touching which my skin is torn

Passing through the moon lite night
I spot a blue star beaten and crying
Riding on the jet ski doesn't make it right
Little spawns and little pawns always dying
Every second of the millennium makes me fight
Souls of soldiers one they were prying
Summon you god with all the will and might
Everything that you say LYING LYING LYING

So now i sit through the winter snow
Every day i must start a new fire
Most of what i do will most likely show
The dragons life is so close to the fire
Avoid it if you want but we all know
The burning flame that spells desire
You should never let stop the flow
For if you hold back i will admire

My Life

My life
at stand still
although i might
melt into a puddle
perhaps i,
take a metalic form
and widdle at night,
but still i might,
take to flight,
sinking into the sky
i can just sit
way on a cloud
embracing
and chasing
my sweet panda
and yet i might
wither away
into a million
bits of light
when i might
be deciding
where to fight,
this pain,
so deep
like rain
to steep
on a mountain
tributary rivers
to flood
my might
with my life.