11/21/12

Tension disintegrates the will,

Barriers once held now pulsing,

As I float through the amniotic pill,

That for a time was a blessing,

 

The puss-oozing shattered heart,

Green metallic sheen gleams bright,

Decomposing the bits of me, 

To nourish other cozen lovers, 

There must be a cure for this ill,

Frantically arriving nowhere twice, 

Still, I yearn for my antibiotic dream,

A light in my life, in the most cliche, 

Before I have described it as,

Traveling through tunnels, crypts, 

Growing, death, rebirth, or rest,

And my memories severs the clips. 

11/16/12

Suddenly I was pierced by a trusting pair of eyes,
Gleaming through my defenses like I was five again,
The gaze penetrated my soul and brought it out,
When a fish swallows a hook too deeply, instinctual,
The guts come bursting forth without any shame,
Staring into my pooling tears a gentle I Love You,
Shattered mechanisms of isolating distance reflexes,
I show who I am, who I am becoming, who I used to be,
A question apolemic and yet in contentious connexion,
Reality can only exist if there is a Nothing in comparison,
Feeling wrenched, without the decency of a solvent,
I'm in a natural human predicament, reason vs. emotion,
And as long as those gorgeous orbits grasp my contortion,
Rationality is overcome by a tide of acceptance.

I do find myself in a most peculiar set of circumstances,
With this notre nouvel amour sowing zygotic plants,
My deepest desire is to find sufficient evidence,
That the seedlings are being sown equally in both gardens,
And that dialogue may continue to present itself mutually,
Here ladies and gentlemen, the spectacle of reason,
In a relationship of necessary connexion with emotion!
Come one, come all to see this freak show develop!
It's a once and a lifetime opportunity, and the tickets are free!
Either way, the fruits will be eaten when ripened to perfexion,
And just maybe we can be satisfied.

An exercise within the constructs of western morality

GLUTAL GRIPS HOTTER LEVY WHEN TONED STURDY

Pride: Total delusion that I am better than anyone else, that my life is more important.
Wrath: Perceptions of power beyond means and despite ends, with no regard towards reality.
Gluttony: Over consumption of physical, mental, emotional, or carnal manifestations.
Lust: Allowance of physical, mental, emotional, or carnal manifestations to consume all energy and presence.
Envy: Malicious reactions to jealousy paired with delusions of self.
Greed: Desires of acquisition of things beyond the reach of the realistic and reasonable with disregard for the well being of others.
Sloth: Total rejection of the basic desires and instincts needed for survival in favor of unhealthy inaction.